It is hard to believe I am in this place again... in this crevasse of torment and loneliness. How did these moments of depth and failure re-appear? All was hidden and safe. I once thought this was all behind me and gone forever... it seems this is just a continuation of the past.
Destiny...Who chose this path for me? Am I alone to blame for these events and for these feelings? My shield is held high, but the weight is staggering.
I will succumb to reality and live in the place that has been my destiny. I pay the price for my deeds and my failures. The price is high. The gravity is strong against my consciousness. My hopes are for the distant future... a future of blue skies and of quiet sunshine...
Shannon R Killman
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