-I am here… I was here before you… I will be here after… be calm my child… know that I will share my love with you… be calm.-
A spark… a movement… a warmth… I feel but don’t know what I feel… a love... a flow. I am not alone. A spirit is within me… comforting me. I feel small. I feel incomplete… I feel the energy of exuberance… I feel alive… I feel alive… I am alive…
You sing to me… I can hear your soothing heartbeat… it surrounds me and is part of me. I feel the vibrations of your movement, I am calm. I’m not afraid, because you are with me… a part of me. I can move more freely now. I can see through the waters of life. I can feel your joy… sing to me mother.
I can feel your joy… but I can feel your pain. Why do you cry? Why do you not talk within your soul? I feel the need to stretch… to roll out my legs and arms. Yes, you are back with me. I can feel your smile and your touch. I feel calm and patient…
-I am here… I was here before you… I will be here after… be calm my child… know that I will share my love with you… be calm.-
The sounds of the outside fall onto my ears and my mind. I am curious… I am strong… I am eager… it is not time. I know it is not time, yet you cry. The sadness within you pulls at me. Sing to me mother… sing. I feel dark without your voice.
It is wrong… I am not ready… the pressure is uncomfortable… I cannot fight. Who is pushing? Why do you cry mother? Why do I fear? The sounds are wrong… you are tense… your heart races… please calm my fears… sing to me mother… please sing. The pain! I can’t escape! Where are you? I need your touch! Your heart is screaming! Touch me! Talk to me! Feel me! Sing to me mother! - The quiet comes… why? I am tired… I love you… Mother… I love you… please… sing...
-It is done my child… I am here… I was here before you… I will be here after… be calm my child… know that I will share my love with you… be calm. We shall sing together…
Shannon R Killman
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